Current Residence: Finland|
Favourite genre of music: Chillout, Classical, Ambient, Electro
Favourite cartoon character: Homer J Simpson
Why, oh whyI cannot stand it much longer. It grinds my nerves; drives me to the edge of my sanity, the edge of safety.Why, oh why by sp-az
It's the way it looks that bothers me so. I do not wish to bear the sight any longer. It looks putrid, slimy, mushy. Like raw sewage, it makes me gag; forces my stomache into convulsions. I would rather go blind than view that horror every night. It is across from me, moving, changing, pushing my towards insanity.
The sights are not the only hell. There are also terrible sounds. The noises are grotesque, like some creature feasting on the dead. The snapping of bones, the tearing of meat reaches my ears constantly. I cannot bear it. Just as i would go blind ather than see it, I wold go deaf to escape the noise.
I ask myself questions. Why must i endure this? Why must I endure this hellish torture, night after night?
Why, oh why